Ben's Fare Thee Well

It was nice day, THANKS family for all the support! Don't know what we'd do without you. It's hard to send my baby off into the world! I remember thinking the same thing when he was supposed to go to kindregarten. It was afternoon kindergarten. I kept thinking my baby! He kept asking me all day long, "Is it time to go yet" about a thousand times! When the time finally came I was so happy to get his little butt out the door. Hopefully by Wednesday hell be saying, "Is it time yet?"

BIG Breasties!

I've always been flat( At aerobics other ladies asked me if I bound myself?) until I got fat, but I'm still flat for a big gal. It's hard to find a small enough cup size in the big girls intimate clothing department they are all C through F. That is until a couple of days ago. I went shopping for bras. Not really shopping, I'm not so into that, but go in try and buy! Now that I'm home with my new breasts, I'm so not loving them. I've always taken pride in my flat chest, hated those big old bouncy, flouncy things! I felt pity for those who had to deal with them. My new bra is a bit padded and it had little inflated inserts. Their gone! But my upper harm keeps smashing into them, I can't reach to my side anymore without disturbing them, and it's annoying. Whats a girl to do? I'm trying to make friends with them, I took them out to lunch today! But they are still bugging me! I just wanted something to make me look a little more proportioned, you know nicer in a dress.

Gotta Get a Move On!

My house as usual is a disaster and we are having people over for Ben's farewell. Craig is alive the mirror proved it and is now spreading bark around outside. I'm not doing anything but spreading my word around!

New subject! Anybody getting porn? My sfcn site yesterday said I was caught naked (That's right naked) on video camera! And they wanted me to open it? Like I don't see that everytime I step into the shower!

Empty Nest!

I'm not depressed, but I am a little sad. I get a little teary eyed every now and then. But I'll be alright. Ben's leaving is going to be a big change, one for me and one for him. I worry about him but I'm not any different than any other mom. I told him one week from tonight you'll be wondering what have I gotten myself into? Not unlike every other missionary, for every other faith, in the whole wide world! Guess we'll both survive!

I guess I'll post about different things going on in my life, books or movies I like, Ben, grand babies, going grey, sticking a mirror under Craig's nose to see if he's still alive, to just maybe trying to get healthier. I always say I'm pretty healthy for a fat lady! Maybe I'll try to look it.............maybe.

Since I'm making blogs...

I thought my parents needed one!! :P